Written by: Corrine Cianci, Rising Sophomore at The Ohio State University, FLI Program Participant
Corrine Cianci, Blog Post Writer
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It was then that she explained to me that art is a form of relaxation for her. She loved painting because it cleared her mind and calmed her. If she would make a career out of being an artist, it would put too much stress on her and force her art. Plus, she wanted to become a cosmetologist, which is also a form of art. It was then I understood that our passions are like a well, and we should never run ourselves dry. After being inspired by my sister, I used to draw every single day. I even signed my name on the pages in case they would ever make an impression on a large sum of people. Of course, they did not, but it felt nice to pretend and to be confident.
For hours, I would sketch what was in my head and day after day, the pages began to fill up. I still remember the day I took my artistic ability and challenged myself — I drew a picture I was so proud of that I even ask people if they want to see it today. Soon, I finished that sketchbook and started on another, and another, and another. Looking back on it now, I used art to escape reality just like my sister. Sadly, growing up means you have more responsibilities and duties; unfortunately my motivation was decreasing every month.
The last piece that I remember drawing was a realistic sketch of a Jaguar’s eye in my senior year of high school. Somehow, without even practicing, I was able to jump from animated drawings, to realistic pictures. This tells me that I have so much talent that I am still not in touch with, and I could reach levels that I’ve always dreamed I could — I just need a nudge.
Now, I do not draw often. I am always on tiktok, watching people creating beautiful works of art. They make paintings, pottery, drawing, sculpting, even mini business makers creating and perfectly wrapping their items to send away in a well coordinated pattern packaging.
Painting by Corrine’s sister
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After I watch a video of someone creating art, I always feel a spark in me to go put up a sketchbook for the first time awhile. I get a sudden urge and just beg myself to just sketch something, but it never happens. I know this might sound hypocritical. I’m giving people advice about never ignoring their artistic side; however, it seems I am doing the same. I do not wish to be a hypocrite, but I’m writing this blog to push myself to finally draw again. This is a scream of motivation for me — I sincerely hope this will give me the fuel I need.
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